near Danish flat, just past
yellow cat, the highway drops
from the hills, flattens
into an arrow
pointed straight at the heart
of nothing at all.
my father
was an Ohio farmboy, but always
loved the desert
would stand staring into it
for hours from the edge
of the motel
parking lot. all
that room—room enough for all
the dreams, all
the disappointment.
we buried his ashes in a small
square hole in a hillside
in ohio—
redwing blackbirds and endless
rows of corn.
up ahead, a storm
has gathered, blue tendrils of rain
reaching down
to stroke the desert
as if tomorrow has already
begun to cry
on our behalf
knowing as it must
all that lies ahead.
windows down,
I kill the lights and stomp
on the gas. fat drops
slap the windshield
while the wind tears at my hair.
I’m flying now
accelerating
into the black heart of the storm
spinning free
like an arrow
pointed straight at the heart
of nothing at all.
© Old Bones, New Snow/ JA Fink